I looked into each images closely. Some of them seemed to be perfect, but those little things bothered me so much. I should consider shoot one more roll and make them perfect, because I can’t retouch them in the darkroom.
When you coming off this strong, I’m totally scared, and all I want to do is hide. I don’t feel the same, but I don’t want to be rude. That’s the real struggle. Please stop and chill a little bit. I can’t handle this.. Soon it’s probably end up like how it usually goes.
“But with her, I didn’t glance around to see who was staring before I kissed her and held her in my arms. I simply did it. Because it didn’t matter who was looking, for the first time in my life I didn’t care. And that’s how I know she is different.”
i apologise to every puppy that i havent patted yet and i’ll be there soon pal
why didn’t I ask to pat all of them..
I want to take a pic with this mirror.
This guy.. I think it’s obvious or maybe not, but I just feel it. Why does it always have to be this way. Why does it has to be more. I don’t want more, because I don’t think I see it. Now I think I have to act cold, so nobody take it the wrong way. I hate doing that. It sucks. But, I don’t want anybody to think something else when I’m not thinking something else. Why can’t it be simple. I can’t deal with this kind of crap right now. Should I just disappear into the woods. So, I’m out of reach from everyone not just certain people. I guess this way I’m not being rude to certain people. Fuck. Why it’s always like this.. I want to shoot myself. Stop it. I want to get out of the cycle.
every single one of you deserves to be surrounded by people that make you feel on top of the world and if you have anyone in your life that makes you feel inferior and worthless you need to get rid of them because you don’t deserve that. it took me so long to realize this but now that i have i feel so much better
Last night was the best night of April so far. Randomly got drinking company. The first thing he knew about me was that I drink better than my friend. Does that even count as a good impression? Was only gonna finish the leftover mixer but ended up taking straight shots. Now I’m considered as having high tolerance and challenged to have a second round. Fun time. Cracked up so much. Hope there is nothing more, because I’d hate that I guess..