Do people actually would like to be with me at all? If I’m attractive to you, how come you don’t want to be with me? If you’re doing all those things to me, does it mean you’re interested in me? Or it means you only want to sleep with me too? I honestly don’t understand your signals anymore. If it’s only friendship, you shouldn’t be touchy, because you’d be giving out the wrong signal. To me, it’s a good thing that we could actually have a conversation with each other sometimes. I started to wonder if you actually like me like wanting to be with me or just like anybody else. But, then I don’t know how I’d actually react to the truth though. That part of life has been complicated. I just really wonder how you actually feel about me, because what you’ve been doing really started to do something. But, those actions are probably nothing to you. Also, I hate the fact you know about me and them.